I want to take a moment and tell you that my Monday Came. What? Yes that’s correct. So many times in the past I would say “I got this” “Oh this is it, this will be the time I get it right” but all these many times were just false hope. There were what I Like to call “Kicks”
I hate “Kicks”
I know for everyone that I have spoken with that has lost a significant amount of weight has had their “Monday Came”
So I’m sure you’re all asking yourselves so why is this the time for him, why wont this be just like the rest?
I finally believe in myself. More importantly, I finally believe I can do this. This stems from my recent “Changing my thought process” post.
I’m forming new habits and wants that I’ve never had before. Instead of thinking that this was always going to be handed to me somehow. Now I believe that I can carry out small goals that will amount to big ones down the road.
I’ve always looked at the number and getting to a certain point as far as the number. My mindset was never trying to meet small goals and move on from there.
I’m not proving this to anyone out there but myself. However, for therapeutic reasons and I have to admit some self gloat, I want to share it with all of you at the same time.
I’ve had a lot of Monday’s but sooner or later my Monday had to come. I used to think like a pool player and all it got me was in trouble. Most pool players are thinking 3 shots ahead instead of focusing on the shot at hand. It’s not a way I want to live anymore. I used to only believe in some miracle type product (Beaumont diet, WW, Green Coffee Bean Extract, BodyByVi) that would get me thin, instead of looking in the mirror and realizing that the miracle is me.
This is my journey to prove to myself that I can beat these daemons that have shut me down from living.
Here’s to 2013. The year I really start to Live….below is the song for “Monday Came” My theme song for 2013.